Progress on the List

Dear Friends and Family,

Time to revisit my list from two weeks ago.

Happy

• a neat kitchen
• a neat bathroom
• a new book I am reading
• staying on top of my to do list
• spending time with P
• a functioning thyroid

This list is still good.

Not Happy, Not Under My Control

• the relationship with Mr. mouse: we made progress yesterday, hopefully we make more this weekend

This list has definitely gotten shorter. I've figured out I hate situations where I am unhappy and can't do anything about it. I need to learn to deal with this better, in general.

Not Happy, Under My Control

• not having time to work on start up: I need to quit old work for good if I want this to happen
• working for old work: I need to quit old work for good if I want this to happen
• not being in a real relationship: this is my choice, I am choosing to wait and see what happens with Mr. mouse

This list has also gotten shorter.

No Longer Unhappy About

• the cold: we've had some breaks in the weather, that's all I really need, a couple of days to recharge from winter
• taxes: Mr. mouse finished them, we got a small refund
• slow start up: we signed up a third client, it's temporary, but it's a morale boost nonetheless
• when I lose it with P: I have not done this since I had a talk with P

Okay. I guess I continue to plug away at new work. And, I continue to figure out where my relationship with Mr. mouse is. Hopefully, we can put this all behind us at some point because February was a really low point in my life.


Cheers!
mouse